I actually wrote this a few months ago.I was going through a rough time so sorry if this kind of make you want to slit your wrists. I just need to rant that day.
I'm just a little over everything. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love makeup. I am completely and utterly devoted to every aspect of it, but today I can't help but feeling like my life is going to have no meaning whatsoever. Is my life really only going to be centered about superficial things like makeup and clothes? After all, makeup is just a mask to hide behind. So what am I hiding from? I couldn't tell you, even if I wanted to,
Every time I think I know myself well enough to decide my whole, future I always end up losing more and more of myself in the process.
I'm just a little over everything. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love makeup. I am completely and utterly devoted to every aspect of it, but today I can't help but feeling like my life is going to have no meaning whatsoever. Is my life really only going to be centered about superficial things like makeup and clothes? After all, makeup is just a mask to hide behind. So what am I hiding from? I couldn't tell you, even if I wanted to,
Every time I think I know myself well enough to decide my whole, future I always end up losing more and more of myself in the process.
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