I didn't want to end my blog on something really depressing so I wanted to set things straight. I am in fact giving up the idea of becoming a makeup artist in he fashion industry, because let's face it; I really son't care about what goes on in fashion. But something I do care about is my unending love for movies. So instead I have decided to pursue a career in special effects makeup! I feel like this is the right path and let's hope I'm right! And if it's not, I'm only 18, I got the rest of my life to figure it out. But fingers crossed on the special effects career! Wish me luck!

I actually wrote this a few months ago.I was going through a rough time so sorry if this kind of make you want to slit your wrists. I just need to rant that day.

I'm just a little over everything. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love makeup. I am completely and utterly devoted to every aspect of it, but today I can't help but feeling like my life is going to have no meaning whatsoever. Is my life really only going to be centered about superficial things like makeup and clothes? After all, makeup is just a mask to hide behind. So what am I hiding from? I couldn't tell you, even if I wanted to, 
    Every time I think I know myself well enough to decide my whole, future I always end up losing more and more of myself in the process.

Everybody likes Starbucks  You don't have to be a coffee lover to enjoy their products. They have tea and other non-coffee products which is always welcomed. Personally, my two favorite products are nearly extreme opposites; there's my current favorite, the caramel frappuccino but I also like to indulge in the espresso every once in a blue moon. I usually get the frappuccino since it's a sweet and light drink. Even now I can taste the decadent buttery taste of the caramel syrup. God, I'm getting cravings... I better stop now.   

Do ever get a song stuck in you head? I do. Like all the time. And the worst times is when it's a song that you hate, buts it's really catchy. Like Taylor Swift's "We Are Never Getting Back Together"; it has no meaning besides that it's about a dumb girl who ends up dating the same guy over and over again.
And you know what Taylor? Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn about your pathetic relationships. You're 23, you've been out of high school for five years. Grow up.
It's too bad that you waste your god-given talent on dumb subjects that you've used over and over again. You have a great voice, and you're obviously a geat guitar player. Why don't use your talents to tour advantage, Count your blessings that your songs get stuck in people's heads really easily. Hopefully one day you'll write something worth a $1.29 on iTunes. Until then, I will continue to listen to your catchy, immature lyrics that rattle around in my brain, since their just as good as the original.

Make a wish! You only get two today, make them count :)